To hear my voice

Truth be heard, I am a peace lover.

I know what I like and what I don’t like. And I know that if I don’t like the thing or people or situation, I choose to leave. I don’t create a ruckus. I don’t nag. I don’t scold. I choose to be indifferent. When I don’t like.

So when I am quiet, what am I? Am I hearing myself? Is there anyone who hears me? How would there be people who hear me, if I am not hearing my voice?

No, I have a voice. And that voice I know, I speak with sense and conviction and before I even speak, there will be a strong wave of silence. Silence before the storm?

Depends on my mood and my mode of operandum.

Basically, if I am still talking, I am fine. If I am not talking, you are not fine.

To hear my voice. Is it me, or is it others? Truth be heard, I don’t even need to say anything.

Just started to watch First Love. OH. That drama series. Initially, I thought it’s similar to the drama or movie called Love Letter. And this drama reminds me of Koizumi too. Anyway, this drama brought back some memories, bits and pieces of random memories. Some old songs, streets of Hokkaido, familiarity of the walkways, the snow paths, my winter clothings…

每个人都有自己的一段故事。

I wish I can be teleported to my JC years. Hahaha…if I did, what would I do? Study harder?… No lah, I did well. I would choose Comm Studies and go straight to media or fashion. Never limit myself to only one or two choices. Never try never know. I should just go straight in. One word, fool. Sigh.

Not as if it’s gonna be a guaranteed happiness, but to me, it’s better to give it a go than bearing the thought of “what-ifs”. I really think we should stop having “what-ifs”. Just do it, just like Nike!

And of coz, I haven’t looked back since. And it has been years, Just Do It, I made it my choice. And thanks to people who know me, many have supported me all along in my paths, I really am thankful to my friends and people who truly care for me. It’s not easy life for my friends too, we have always been there for each other. 頑張ってください。Friends are like my family. Just that as usual, I don’t want to bother my friends much. I strive to be an independent me. As always, an independent soul ☺️

I am only dependent upon God. For God is my creator. Without Him, I will not be here.

God will make a way, when there seems to be no way

HE works in ways we cannot see

HE will make a way for me

God is here. Amen!

Coz of Christ, and thus I live. Amen!

Thank you, God for your blessings upon me and my loved ones.

💖✨🎄💒

Sun 25 December 2022 12.20AM