I remembered someone calling me a fake many years ago. I was not upset. I felt only sadness for this person. If we don’t know how to differentiate real versus fake intent, I guess that speaks a lot about how perceptive one is. Do we view things on a superficial level, is what we see really what we get? I can say a 1001 things, can you believe in me? Do you want to believe in me?
Nice idea. Ninja family? No. We believe that royal guards should fit the bill better. Interesting. And this should be in the earliest part. No wonder my siblings and cuzzies look more Korean, while my aunts look more Japanese. Generations of inter-national marriages. And eventually settled in China. Why?????
A period of quiet time. For my heart. I can be passionate about my tasks, but I choose not to be passionate about other stuffs. A matter of choice. Will I regret? No. I make this my choice with a given timeline and I am pretty much happy about it. Most importantly is I am happy with my decision. So far, things may not be smooth sailing for me. But I have not regretted any part that has happened. (Though I most probably would eventually settle in Japan if given more time to reconsider)
What I do know is never to rush through any thing, especially when that involves major decision making. Not to be bothered about what others might say. People’s minds are already decided on what they think. So regardless of what we say, do you think they will actually take that into account? Most likely not. Well, sometimes they might…just to entertain your hopes. All of us know, if we were to oppose, there will be constant nagging and persistent backlash. Why is there any need to go through further trouble? It is easy to 敷衍了事. You happy, I happy 😄😄😄
I must have wanted the months to fly past. Keeps thinking that Monday is Wednesday and Wednesday is Thursday. Do I badly need time to zoom past me??? Yes I know, I have a 1001 things to embark on, mainly my passions and interests. I have been doing some over these years. But somehow, I crave for more. Oh well, I indeed have had time lost in the past. Not only that, I also have memories lost. 😢😨
I think if we actually feel from our heart and be super realistic about it, there isn’t much of a problem in seeing a similarity between real and fake. After all, what matters most is the pure intent. If we seek the pure intent, it is not hard to identify the real.
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