Ha, yes I know selfie. Ha, I look at my photographs from various years. Oh dear, some years I do look bad and weird 🙈
Not that I look fantastic now either 🙊
But well, looks are subjective, aren’t they? For the longest time in my life, I actually think that the knight(s) in my life must be tan, preferably very sporty…somehow, I realise, 我的确prefer白马 👀🎠 I need to be fairer as well, right? Skincare products…I am fine only with Laneige and EDN. I have not tried SKII for years. More than a decade I think so? Estée Lauder is simply too rich for me. The same case for Sulwhasoo…though I like the ginseng ingredient, but somehow, it’s just not suitable for me at this moment 😟
I like rock climbing. I like to climb. How I miss those younger days when I climbed the playground with my friends. Miss those times so much! I think, my childhood is indeed the best and most unforgettable period. Maybe at least for the first four years…and a bit of P5…and P6. I remembered I used to go to the nearby CC and watched some of my friends learning Taekwondo 😌 I think I need to dig out my autograph books. So many nice memories 😘😘😘
My kindergarten teacher indeed affected much of my childhood. Preschool teachers are very important. What she said to my mother affected me so much that most of the teachers only knew me as one who’s very hardworking and obedient…oh well…I’m a rebel…😒😒😒 I don’t like to follow. Unless I’m fully convinced. Else most of the times, it’s my way…not your way.
As I’m a rebel, I go to lengths doing things. Even when people think it’s bizarre. I don’t understand why it’s bizarre in the eyes of others. Maybe they just want to follow. Follow what? Follow the line in front? Follow the queue?…hmmm…
I’m not a carbon copy. Hence I don’t want to just follow. Can’t we think? Nevertheless, I also wish that people don’t criticise for the sake of criticism. Can’t we look at things objectively? 😔
I know that I am able to see issues separately. But it can be difficult for me at times, as I worry about people being confused about the way that I am. It’s hard to explain to people as they aren’t me. And I find that people are more emo…than myself. Not everyone though 😌 Thank goodness!
Sometimes, when you find a person not being healthy for your growth, you just need to find your own space. I am quite upset to find that I’m not healthy for a friend of mine. It’s not that this friend is jealous of me. And I know that this friend wishes the best for me. Unfortunately, the very presence of me doesn’t help this friend to grow…maybe my presence inhibits the growth, along with contrasting personalities and outlooks towards life and living. It’s a very sad event for me. I’ve been trying to accept it. And to be mindful that I don’t step into this friend’s zone. I treasure the friendship, and I cherish the good thoughts as well. I accept that we do need our personal space. I definitely NEED that…
Wishing for the best 🌠
I need a good rest 🏡