Style: Vest

I may have gone crazy for vest this season.

I try hard not to think. Because i dont want to be distracted. I want to stay in focus and not lose the view in front of me. But sometimes, i find the views changing. Not unpleasant, but coz it may not really be what i want, i try to push away the thoughts. Or perhaps, i dont want anything, and anyone to distract me, and steer me from my path. I may be obstinate, hard to fathom, i dont expect anyone to understand me that fast either. I just want to stay in focus, and fulfil my dreams in years to come. I know this takes a long while. And at times, i'm also on the verge of giving up. I remembered the picture i drew when i was way much younger. Why did i draw that??? I remembered i drew it and colored with gold. I remembered the hair and the outfit. Well…i just want my peace. It's scary to recall things and feelings of earlier times. If only i've been very focused then.

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Floral dress from a bargain shop

Amazing that i got this piece from this shop. Amazing that it didnt cost much. Amazing that it's super comfy.

Rain rain go away
Come again another day

These days, the sky is pouring. Like mad.
Buckets of tears.

Oh, please, i'm looking very much to all! I feel as if i'm a giraffe laying in wait. And all good things shall flow smoothly in thereafter. Different breed. Different stocks. Great difference. Major transformation, else that line is wasted. We are all products. I studied QC before. Now i see the importance of it. Now i understand why Japanese take great pride. Even their parks are so much better than ours. Are we clean and green? This is just so fake. Plant a few trees to showcase our progress and achievements? Lay nice pavement at strategic locations to show that we love our environment? Hmmm…it really shows our heart.

The stupid ones are those who love to shout loud and proclaim their so-called achievements in their world of competitions. The foolish ones do it louder.

The clever ones…never do what's above.

It's just so easy to see the difference of breeds.

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The shade of blue that i love (^_^)

I remember words. Very clearly.

I love colors. Vibrant and lively ones. Not dead.

I like to see beautiful stuffs. Things and people alike. Those who look and behave like pigs, definitely are ugly in all ways. They smell, due to the rotten gossip they like to share about all people, from the innocent canteen auntie to their happy chirpy auntie's families.

What smell they have. Pretentious lovely questions about others, when all they want so badly, is to gossip about people. In short, to talk bad of others, by digging people's stuffs and misappropriating information for their inner desires of gossip culture.

Men and women alike.

I may be an information gatherer. But information stops dead. I've always been a no-through road. Information stops with me. I do not spread. Some people cant stand it. Coz they simply cant dig out any info from me.

I've always mentioned. Only those stupid ones love to shout loud loud to make themselves known. And by these, they think of nothing but competition. In life, it's all about winning. I think, they've totally miss it.

Who doesnt know the art of deception? STUPID IS AS STUPID DOES. I see it everywhere, young and old. Just like, now you see me then you don't. Some people are just incapable of processing. LKY is damn right. Now i have to minimise such extension of poor genes. And the problem is, it's not just poor, it's bad as well. *shake head*

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Grey vest top from Mango

I realised i've grown bigger. After my fall. It's rather interesting 🙂

Colors! I love colors. Except black and brown. Not that i dont like them, but i think my life's gonna be depressing wearing such colors. Haha, but i really find this saying rather true, 'Wear beautiful clothes and you'll have a beautiful life' (^_^)

By that, we dont mean you wear 'expensive' clothes. Expensive ones arent necessary beautiful. Likewise, not all clothes will suit us, regardless of its beauty. This is akin to the saying, 'Birds of a feather flock together'. You are what you wear. You decide the image you want to project. You decide what you are comfortable with. Clothes are just items for you to play around with. After all, how many clothes do we mostly have?

Alamak, suddenly have a craving for seafood soup. Yoyo, i seem to have crave pangs back again. Lol. Good or bad?

The rainy days seem to remind me of the weather elsewhere…i wonder…maybe i also miss Scotland? I miss the vastness of the land, and the herds of sheep roaming in the grassland. And, how i hope i can have my own yard and attic.

In the wait (*_*) for music and art appreciation.

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My craze for jeans material

This season, somehow i'm crazy for jeans material. Well, seasonal habits come and go, but hard to change.

Got another piece of good news today. Thank God. But please guard and guide my heart. Sometimes, i tend to be on the extreme. But isnt being extreme good in a way? At least i feel very strongly for people i love. Likewise, vice versa.

Linda died. Now i suddenly understood why this name was chosen. I know i'm very blur. But that's the way God makes my head and heart function. It's hard for me to understand the complexity of some beings. Shouldnt it be easy feat? Well, at least not for me. And i'm glad to be knowing simple lovely people. God's angels (^_^)

Just today, a lady gave me a free drink knowing mine was spilled. Simple things make me happy for long.

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Junko Kushino

I love yellow bags. To put it simply, i love yellow. That's why i love sunflowers. This is a happy color, vibrant and cheery. Makes me energetic, not sleep (^_^) This bag is an antique. At least to me. It's 17 years old.

Hmmm…i rem when i was 17. It was a great time. But i was naive too. Platonic relationships were never problems for me. Coz the guys were just like my brothers, and i really consider them so. Because they are so helpful. Nevertheless, misunderstandings occur, n i grow to have lesser faith in platonic friendships. And thereafter, i was more wary and refused to have close guy friends. To stop whatever misunderstandings. At least my conscience is clear. Over these years, i realise, only immature ones cant handle a simple platonic relationship. What's going in their big heads up there, comprise of nothing but acts of their small heads down south. The mature ones, know how to accord respect to a relationship, and perhaps more importantly, they know how to respect themselves. I have deep admiration for such people. It's not easy in life to be disciplined in this aspect, but neither is it that difficult. It's perhaps due to the genetic structures. Some people have poorer genes, as compared to others. No use denying. Look at the family line, and it's pretty obvious to see the very big difference. Of coz, this doesnt mean that we simply dump all responsibilities to such factors. Family is one factor. Friend is another factor. It doesnt mean the more friends you have, the better you'll be. I used to know this person, she has super many friends. Yup. Many. But this doesnt deny the fact that she's not a functional thinking intellect, coupled with her poor genes and 'friends' she chooses, all these made it worse. Funny thing, she lives in denial. Because most of her friends sang the same tune as her, she's happy in her fantasy land. For me, i'm hard-hearted. I wont ever want to associate with such a person, dirty and dumb, corrupting my life, for what? I believe in what the Bible says. I guard my heart.

I dont need anyone to agree with me. I'm not a dictator, and in this life, it's a freedom of choice. People whom i love and love me, know of my well-meaning thoughts. For others that i have no love for, well, yes, i'll really just stand by doing nothing.

I'm like a computer indeed. Very much. What to expect from me, since i've been a trainer since my sec days? I've long been conditioned to handle things in such a way. Yes, i'm hard to fathom. But it's not that difficult either. Only the simple eyes recognize me.

Only our eyes can betray us. It's the window to our soul.

Praise God for a piece of good news i have today! HALLELUJAH f(^_^; (^_^)

God is good. So life is good too! But then, i've to keep reminding myself, not to let happiness be over the top for me. Why? Because i've encountered what Sumiko Tan mentioned in her article! (*_*)

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I’m w

I'm wearing one of my 福袋 items. The floral romantic style dress from their famous Liz Lisa brand. I like this style, though it's really too sweet and romantic feel for me. I dont usually buy from them, as to me, people who love Liz Lisa are one of their own world. And their clothes are super ex. A usual dress cost from ¥10,000 onwards. I would be insane if i buy them at non-discount period. Anyway, i love this 福袋 it's my memorable time there, a part of my precious memories. As i feel awkward wearing this dress on its own, i topped it with my Muji beige long-sleeve tunic.

f(^_^)

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わたしわのメモリ わかりませんが

I get so tired. My energy level is low level again. Maybe i need duracell, to move forward. Maybe i need challenges, to stimulate my mind. I'm definitely restless. Not that i have bountiful of energy, but certain areas definitely need to get the right sparks.

I need stars, not artificial lighting. I wish i can go to outerspace. Sometimes i resort to watching certain shows coz it's only then would i be transported to that world. I'm quite sure, i must hv loved winter alot. My heart just flutters with intense sensations…

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Changing style with by donning vest

It's a pleasant surprise for me to see that the style of this floral dress can be changed just by donning a simple vest. But sometimes i feel that i wear stuffs out of this world…haha, i actually like the suit in Star Wars movie. It's fine to be odd, i dont care whether people see such dress sense an eye-sore, i just wear them simply because i like. Likewise, i think it's perfectly fine if one likes to wear clothes that emphasize one's pot belly or precious assets…coz ultimately, people treat u as according to how u dress. How u want people to treat u, it's ur choice. Of coz the term 'people' here refers to strangers and acquaintances. If u r my friend, it doesnt matter how u look or what u wear, it's ur presence and ur heart that matter. A whole lot to me (^_^)

I thank God for giving me the chance to know my friends. Each of them holds a special place in my heart. It doesnt matter how long or short we know each other, it's the hearts that connect. There are people whom i've known for many years but we've never really connected. Sometimes, like technology OS, we have to force close a program. There are some, whom i've missed out for many years, but upon meeting up, we realise our connections still remain. Time dont seem to destroy the bond that's been there all along. I think it's the foundation that's right.

I'm still as playful as ever, just that in the past decade, i've been stifled to become a less emotive and cheeky self. Hahaha, i'm full of cheekiness beyond what u can see.

(>_<)

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