I love yellow bags. To put it simply, i love yellow. That's why i love sunflowers. This is a happy color, vibrant and cheery. Makes me energetic, not sleep (^_^) This bag is an antique. At least to me. It's 17 years old.
Hmmm…i rem when i was 17. It was a great time. But i was naive too. Platonic relationships were never problems for me. Coz the guys were just like my brothers, and i really consider them so. Because they are so helpful. Nevertheless, misunderstandings occur, n i grow to have lesser faith in platonic friendships. And thereafter, i was more wary and refused to have close guy friends. To stop whatever misunderstandings. At least my conscience is clear. Over these years, i realise, only immature ones cant handle a simple platonic relationship. What's going in their big heads up there, comprise of nothing but acts of their small heads down south. The mature ones, know how to accord respect to a relationship, and perhaps more importantly, they know how to respect themselves. I have deep admiration for such people. It's not easy in life to be disciplined in this aspect, but neither is it that difficult. It's perhaps due to the genetic structures. Some people have poorer genes, as compared to others. No use denying. Look at the family line, and it's pretty obvious to see the very big difference. Of coz, this doesnt mean that we simply dump all responsibilities to such factors. Family is one factor. Friend is another factor. It doesnt mean the more friends you have, the better you'll be. I used to know this person, she has super many friends. Yup. Many. But this doesnt deny the fact that she's not a functional thinking intellect, coupled with her poor genes and 'friends' she chooses, all these made it worse. Funny thing, she lives in denial. Because most of her friends sang the same tune as her, she's happy in her fantasy land. For me, i'm hard-hearted. I wont ever want to associate with such a person, dirty and dumb, corrupting my life, for what? I believe in what the Bible says. I guard my heart.
I dont need anyone to agree with me. I'm not a dictator, and in this life, it's a freedom of choice. People whom i love and love me, know of my well-meaning thoughts. For others that i have no love for, well, yes, i'll really just stand by doing nothing.
I'm like a computer indeed. Very much. What to expect from me, since i've been a trainer since my sec days? I've long been conditioned to handle things in such a way. Yes, i'm hard to fathom. But it's not that difficult either. Only the simple eyes recognize me.
Only our eyes can betray us. It's the window to our soul.
Praise God for a piece of good news i have today! HALLELUJAH f(^_^; (^_^)
God is good. So life is good too! But then, i've to keep reminding myself, not to let happiness be over the top for me. Why? Because i've encountered what Sumiko Tan mentioned in her article! (*_*)
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