Satin Green top and Dyed Light Pink Capri

Satin Green Top: HK Dyed Light Capri: Mphosis

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Oh hahaha, this dyed light Capri was originally in white! Now it has the tinge of light pink all over. Thank goodness it was an even tone, else I can’t forgive what I’ve done! In fact, a particular pink dress of mine was the culprit. She stained pink for almost all my white garments! Wahahaha! Some escaped from the process, perhaps the quality of these garments were better? I don’t know whether to laugh or to cry. Coz pink is a color I like, but how can I wear an entire wardrobe of PINK? *roll eyes*

Pastel top with my fav belt!

Pastel top: Iora Floral belt: Stradivarius

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I’m into this craze for belts. I like the skinny ones, as they kinda flatter my waistline, and I like the vintage look. Quite wary of the fat ones, as they looked chunky on me and make my waistline looks weird? However, this fat floral belt works differently for me. I feel so feminine with it. Lol.

I am more of a male than a female. Hahaha! No, I’m no butch here. Just that I’m not those damsels in distress. I can be one, when I choose to…well, maybe towards the one I adore, I will? I think so 🙂 I’m very independent, and I don’t like to ‘mother’ any adult. If you are genuinely clueless, yes I will help. But if you are just being manipulative, I won’t even want to lift a single finger. So many years on, I’ve enough encounters with manipulative dots. Hence right now, the slightest movement I can detect. Yes, I should be Sherlock Holmes, Detective Madam! LOL

Another six months to deal with, sigh. I know, they will just fly by…scary thought, isn’t it so? Maybe our concept of time is heightened now?

Read an excerpt of article about regrets before deathbed. I’ve been practising some, before I stumbled upon this read. One thing I know now for sure, is, I will cherish people whom I hold close and dearly to my heart. I’ve missed out on many, I don’t want people and moments to slip by. Happiness is my choice, and likewise, I want to see the people around me happy too 🙂 It’s great to know that, there are indeed far more people who care…as opposed to how some people used to tell me that people aren’t that good, friends aren’t that happy for you blah blah blah…It’s pathetic when they think of relationships and friendships in this way. I’m so glad that I took such a big step out to see the world in my stride and eyes. That, there are many wonderful people, and wonderful things do happen!

Life is as wonderful as how you choose to see it.

Pastel top with my fav belt!

Pastel top: Iora Floral belt: Stradivarius

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I’m into this craze for belts. I like the skinny ones, as they kinda flatter my waistline, and I like the vintage look. Quite wary of the fat ones, as they looked chunky on me and make my waistline looks weird? However, this fat floral belt works differently for me. I feel so feminine with it. Lol.

I am more of a male than a female. Hahaha! No, I’m no butch here. Just that I’m not those damsels in distress. I can be one, when I choose to…well, maybe towards the one I adore, I will? I think so 🙂 I’m very independent, and I don’t like to ‘mother’ any adult. If you are genuinely clueless, yes I will help. But if you are just being manipulative, I won’t even want to lift a single finger. So many years on, I’ve enough encounters with manipulative dots. Hence right now, the slightest movement I can detect. Yes, I should be Sherlock Holmes, Detective Madam! LOL

Another six months to deal with, sigh. I know, they will just fly by…scary thought, isn’t it so? Maybe our concept of time is heightened now?

Read an excerpt of article about regrets before deathbed. I’ve been practising some, before I stumbled upon this read. One thing I know now for sure, is, I will cherish people whom I hold close and dearly to my heart. I’ve missed out on many, I don’t want people and moments to slip by. Happiness is my choice, and likewise, I want to see the people around me happy too 🙂 It’s great to know that, there are indeed far more people who care…as opposed to how some people used to tell me that people aren’t that good, friends aren’t that happy for you blah blah blah…It’s pathetic when they think of relationships and friendships in this way. I’m so glad that I took such a big step out to see the world in my stride and eyes. That, there are many wonderful people, and wonderful things do happen!

Life is as wonderful as how you choose to see it.

New Look and Zara

Chiffon Floral top: New Look White work pants: Zara

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Finally, I have some chance to update my wardrobe. I hardly wear pants these days. To date, I only have 1 pair of G2000 workpants and the latest Zara white. If my memory is right, I used to love pants alot. And jeans too! Now? I’m only in love with frilly frocks and leggings. Strange.

I really must get down to doing stuffs. Friend reminded me again, to clean my aircon, despite it being brand-new. Okie, I know. In life, isn’t it wonderful to have friends and family who keep reminding you because they care about you? No man is an island. I’m thankful that people keep a lookout for me. I know that I’ve been independent for long, so much so that I tend to overlook certain stuffs.

I like the way things are. No constant treading on the minefield. No moments of wonder and torture. No incessant complaints and mindless competitions to be embroiled in.

I like the way things are. No comments of how much items I have bought, places I’ve been to, amount of time I spent on chatting with my close ones etc.

I like the way things are. Cooking the stuffs I love to eat. Japanese, Teochew, Italian. Baking the items I love to see. Cookies, cakes, pizzas. Sewing the things I want to use. Hankies. Skirts. And such.

My life is just that boring, isn’t it so? I’m fine with it. Because I always love the cottage country feel, life is simple at its very best. I can have many things I want in this world and still feel bored and such. I can have people around to fill the time and space and yet still find that I yearn for independency. I think, I’m a tough nut to crack. Not now I know, definitely, I’m just not willing to give up any of what I have now, for sure. I have this freedom, and I cherish this freedom LOTS. I dislike being bonded, to anything, anyone. Some may say that it’s my newfound freedom. Wrong. This is something I ought to have, some decade ago, till I was being tricked into a blatant lie that I didn’t have much interest in, had I not have a good heart. (Good is what I say for myself, about myself; I am bad, as much as I want myself to be, for people I do not love.) I know what I want. And I will proclaim. Likewise, I have to say more of what I do not want. These days. I believe that prayers work. I have been given too many situations where I saw my prayers answered. Many times. There is no doubt about it.

I read that we’re gonna see some shoebox flats on this sunny island. Yes, Japan has plenty of that. I like them in Japan. Here? I don’t know. It’s always great and exciting to be in Japan. Here? I can’t say the same. Only good thing so far is we don’t have natural disasters such as earthquakes and tsunamis. Apart from that, are people fleeing Japan? Her people are still there, aren’t they? Foreigners are different. They can just pack and go when they like. Likewise with any foreigner in any land they do not grow up in. Not all foreigners are like this. There is also a group of them who love the country that they have not grown up in. And this group has been so loyal and committed due to the generosity and kindhearted treatment they have received from the locals. It’s always a struggle when you think about it in this way. For people who have conscience and know what’s grateful and being thankful, it’s very hard to leave. You don’t just leave people when times are bad. You don’t just leave people when you see them in trouble. You will want to stay on, help them, face the adversity together. You just want to be there, for them, with them. Won’t you? Don’t you?

Maybe I’m too simplistic in my thinking. Maybe I’m too naive in what I view of this world. I’m as childlike as what I see of this world. Why should I view this world so complicatedly??? Aren’t people tired of always plotting this and that, watching behind their backs and around them? I never understand this part, and hence I can be as oblivious to everything including those whom I used to stay for long within the same matchbox. Perhaps such people feel happier living their lives this way, whining, complaining, criticising, comparing, competing….and much more? I don’t know, I just feel happy the way things are, the way I am….it’s not money, not things I have, it’s that state of mind…

Call me Simpleton, never mind 🙂 Call me Ah-Q, never mind 🙂 I don’t mind being dumb…. What’s the point of conquering the world? …….This trip has set me thinking……

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Vest with a super old top from Bangkok!

Some stuffs I accumulated from my Bangkok trips: chiffon frocks and this top in blue. I don’t remember keeping much of the stuffs i bought fr there. This particular top, super ancient now…should be a decade old now? I keep this, because I know that it’s of the texture that I like, despite that it doesn’t look trendy and flowery. There were many months throughout the decade that I didn’t even touch it. I just kept it, tucked behind some other clothes in the wardrobe. Always with the thought I would wear it more often some day. That someday has arrived, because these days, she’s properly put on to a hanger, having the place in my wardrobe. I look at my wardrobe, I feel so happy. Not just because of her, but also my other clothes, clothes I really wear it very frequently enough, and I know I don’t waste my money in any sense. From what I can recalled, those clothes that served no purpose or just did not serve to portray my style were all being disposed away. Maybe one day, I might thought of them? Maybe, yes I do remember one. A Dorothy Perkins black top with chiffon bell sleeves. Have I given it to someone else, or have I placed it in one of my packages? Bad memory here…I really can’t remember.

It was so funny. My friend and I both agreed, that old habits die hard. Likewise, old routine and style, more or less we are comfortable with our original. When there’s a change, we do adapt. A laughable and hilarious incident. There is a 2-header tap in my toilet. Top for normal spraying and side for shower. I was so used to using top for shower for the previous few months that when I used mine, there were quite a few times I ended up drenching myself when I was supposed to be washing my feet! LOL! silly me!

Yeah, today I was so lucky to stumble upon the particular set of cookbooks I needed. Basic and Mediterranean style are easy. But I need some different styles. I love the fact that these days I aim to cook what I want to eat from the restaurant. Lol…okie, still rather far from the standards of chef, but at least I know, it’s nice hahaha! Cooking is easy and fast. I try to eat the healthier style as what my friend has always been nagging about. But still once in a while, I want to be naughty hahaha. I was so thrilled when I got my oven starting last evening! Had pizza. Some time later, I would bake my own design of pizza 🙂 in 3-4 weeks’ time, most prob I’ll be baking cupcakes 🙂 yeah, v soon!!! I just can’t wait! I realise that I’ve been wanting to do cupcakes since I was in Primary 4/5! Back then, I would always read the Hong Kong magazines on Japanese fashion, cooking and baking recipes, Art and Accessories making that my aunt would pass them to me. I would be totally engrossed in reading them and collecting those pages, as they were too fanciful to me! Now I know, my love for these did not just happen suddenly, out of the blue, or due to some idiot saying something brainless to me…but everything, right from my childhood, these were just being placed there! In fact I picked up the Japanese language when I was that young with the introduction of Japanese texts and writing from my aunt.

Astonished? Yup, I would too if I were you, because I’ve never shared with anyone on these prior to my newly regained life. Even my friends who grew up with me, were rather surprised…coz I’ve never mentioned many stuffs to them all these years. I’m a rather private person. Or maybe, I tend to verbalize more to myself, and that’s it LOL. Very strange fellow, aren’t I? I’m like this…my brain works faster, so I thought that I’ve already spoken hahahaha! It’s a challenge to follow my chain of thought sometime. I’ve already consciously slowed down so that lesser misunderstandings might arise, but still at times, it’s rather unavoidable.

A reality exist, because one chose to believe it. A regret has happened, because one chose to sit upon it. A dream is being realized, because one chose to act upon it.

I chose to believe and act upon it, because I want my life to be a reality with fulfilled dreams 🙂 I just don’t like to sit upon things for too long, because I’m a person who likes timeline, deadline and meet them 🙂 obsessed with these? Yes I am, that strange fellow here! 😀

我喜欢腰带

帽子、包包、鞋子、衣服,一大堆女人爱穿爱买的事物。有时告诉自己,今天若离 开了,我能带得走这一切吗?不能。但是,现在我能尝试享受那一份感觉。

跟着感觉走 让它带着我

当我跟着感觉走,我这才觉得我在活着,我的生活。我爱自由发挥,我需要有足够 的想像空间。我最讨厌人家干涉我的行为。所谓的干涉,我指的是那些专门爱挑拨 离间,钻牛角尖的人士。

我完美吗?我不。 我缺点多多,疯疯颠颠,好吓人啦! 我好吃懒做,胡说八道,好惹人厌!

哈哈。 也就如此,其实,说两三句某些忍爱听的话并不难。只看我要讲罢。

我喜欢绑腰带,只能指望腰围不要逐渐扩善。

Pink dress from Boutique in Bug Is

A bit half-hearted to wear pink…It’s too sweet a color for me. But I like this color in its pastel shade. For lipstick, I like it in its stronger shade. Like salmon pink! Wow! =)

Somehow this dress has the cutting that suits me. And the price is quite a bargain too. Call me a stinge, but really, I don’t fancy myself paying mre than $60 for a dress. Usually i would find the $30-40 range. Hahaaha…

I realised my hair look like the lion’s mane again these days. Actually I quite like the ‘pong-pong’ kinda look. Stylo Milo 🙂 but it might be rather outrageous for me to take such style to work.

Navy skirt from Zara

Went for GSS earlier on. But I don’t seem to see any nice item around : ( things are just usual, nothing special, nothing fantastic, nothing that pleasing to my eyes…maybe, when my heart isn’t here, nothing seems nice to me? The fashion here is totally not suitable for me. I’m sick and tired of donning the usual stuffs: tops and bottoms, dresses, khakis, cropped of all sorts…etc ;( they are none the special 😦 Ok, I’m complaining and whining here. There are so many without many clothes. There are many who can’t wear what they really like…they are many…….and yet here I am, still having the cheek to hanker after the greener pastures???

How many times would I be young? The young one I used to be is of a matured age now. Same thing for everyone else, except that we can’t equate maturity to age itself. But I realise, that this world is really very very big…….and I’m in awe…….

Such a big world and so many different individuals. People are different. But they are predictably different. Can I change the momentum? Tune it to unpredictably different? 😀 I really dislike it absolutely when one expects this and that of me. I’m the rebellious one. The more you expect that of me, the more unpredictable I will be. Maybe I end up to be unpredictable similar? Lol

Time is very crucial to me. I never feel as if I have enough of it. Can I have more time please? I have so many stuffs I have and wanna do!

I’m so glad I bought the extra insulation. It really helps alot 🙂 though I’ll hear the sound of the water droplets, but that’s fine.

Oh…I just like this…once I’m back I’m just too lazy to make another trip out! 我行我素,我太习惯了!