I’m in the knack for having red items. Red lingerie, red bag, red top, red hair, red lipstick LOL and yah, my mood is RED as well.
I’m a BULL.
I charge. …. But then, as a human, I’m not so silly.
I can’t associate myself with people who simply can’t think. There are people who can, both young and old, and I admire them so. Regardless of their education. Sad to say, some people just can’t. And that’s regardless of their age and education.
I believe, people just like group think. I’ve never been one, and won’t ever be one. I believe in myself, God and angels. How old are we, again? I’m old enough to think for myself, why do you think you can plant thoughts onto me?
Absurd. Absurdity. I can listen to utter rubbish for a decade, my tolerance level for rubbish is actually super high. But that doesn’t mean I take in whatever you say. Just for example, I someone keeps telling me, gal you are fat and ugly, go and slim down. Well, yes, to be polite, I’ll say, oh dear, yup, I think I should right?…Thereafter, I’ll look at myself in the mirror, and I’ll see myself in all angles, and I’ll conclude, actually I still look good with quite a bit of flab, hey, my dress fits better on me!
You see, I won’t be convinced of what you say, especially so if I don’t have that kind of bond with you. Relationships in life are unique indeed. You may talk to everyone with ease, but that doesn’t mean you bond with everyone.
Sometimes, I do get rather disillusioned. Who to listen, who to believe? I’ve heard nonsense. And there used to be a friend who spoke nonsense to me as well. Out of pity and politeness, I tolerated as long as I could, thinking that some day, this fella would turn around in heart. But no.
I realised, when people did such things, they basically are insecure. And when people accepted such things and acted upon it, they aren’t that great either. For both, I have absolute no respect. Because that’s when i see the real intent. That your actions speaketh louder than words. And actions stemmed from your heart. Oh great, so much for all the great talk about yourself, your self-sacrificial acts to protect and help, your constant pushing of blame onto others. Ya, right, now I see very clearly, that when one did that, the others in question may or may not be involved, but that one who did that, is definitely the problematic one.
Ya right, everyone is bad except you.
I’m beginning to think, after all, these are what you said. If that makes sense, words would be in line with your actions. It doesn’t make sense when your actions don’t tally with your words.
Yes, my mood is RED.
My life with dreams, love and family 🙂