When the days are cold here, I like layering. When the days are hot here, I still like layering, though that would have to be done with nice tanks and vests. I just like layering. Maybe I need to uproot myself from here.
Is this my sleepwear? Haha. No. But I would be getting my happy loungewear soon! For years I’ve been leading a stifled life, no freedom of speech and likes and dislikes. Now, it’s entirely left to my own devices. Yes! Hip hip hurray 😀 This is the liberation I’ve desired so much. Maybe that’s why people all over the world would fight for liberation. Yes, for the betterment 🙂
I look forward to having people in my kawaii nest. Great friends and loved ones. Perhaps even friends from afar…? I look forward to having it the way I want, the exact style I love…ahem* I have a number of styles… Which one? The quirky one 🙂
I love quirky style. Things that look prim and proper are just plain Jane to me. Boring. Duh. Maybe I hv too much of P&P, just go according to tradition, abide by such and such customs…blah blah blah. Yada- yada, those weren’t my customs.
On a heavier note. I heard a piece of sad news. I do feel sad that she had just left the world. Though we wouldn’t have been related in any way, the years I’ve seen her…it does amount to something in my heart…When was the last i saw her? I remembered I still ferried her to her house last year. Last CNY.
A pity that these days, boundless seas of people who have evil hearts with evil hidden agendas. I can see that so clearly. I can even make accurate predictions, hahaha. Maybe I’m psychic 😀 What I’ve revealed is the truth. The truth may be hard to accept, but yeah, it’s the truth. Unfortunately, I usually see ostriches around, sticking their heads into the sand, saying, I don’t know, it’s not me, not my problem blah blah blah…Kudos to those who love to utter this. How would you not know someone in and out, who has been with you for more than 3 decades? It’s just the ostrich act. Or perhaps, these people are really stupid, low in IQ? Case of the bad genes again :X
When you are afraid to lose, you have everything to lose. When you aren’t bothered about winning, you have nothing to lose. When you just want to win, you lose yourself.
What has happened to you? When you were younger, age 5? When you were in sec, age 13? When you were in tertiary, age 17? Did you view life from a myopic angle? Did you bear resentment towards things that happened to you? Did you really have friends who really love you? Have you really been loved? Or have you always been forcing, hurrying and jumping on love?
For me, life is beautiful…maybe I don’t understand many others, I have had plenty of happy times and now, my times are back to happiness once again 🙂
When some thought I would be unhappy… When some thought I would be mad… When some thought I wouldn’t step out… When some thought I would be upset… While all these while, I have been paving my way back to my happiness… 🙂 🙂 🙂