Princessy Cardigan

Listening to my favourite Arashi songs now 🙂 🙂 🙂

This princessy cardigan, I love the details on the shoulder area. Abit redundant perhaps, but I thought it looked cutesy lol. Usually I dun really buy white items. But lately, I’ve taken such a strong liking to white, that I seem to have many white tops/cardi all of a sudden.

I hope to do it in exactly the way I’ve pictured! Heehee 🙂 so exciting! I wish I wish I wish. I hope I hope I hope. I want I want I want! Hahaha!

Sleeping with sweet thoughts…life’s lovely 🙂

Thank you God!

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Short sleeve cardi top from Dorothy Perkins

Navy. Blue. Stripes. These seem to be combi I usually will try donning on. Boring? Yup, I think so.

Grey. Silver. Dress. Boring as well.

Maybe I have too much of my retail therapy. Need a long break now to stay focus as well. Well, the wants aren’t important. Try to close one eye?

Humans are greedy, aren’t they? I’m a slacker, ain’t I? Lol. It’s such a conscious choice I made. I know if I just follow my industrious self, I wouldn’t even remain here. Life is about choices in time. I believe that God has me in His time for His plans. So what if I fret and sulk? So what if I lament and whine? So what if I curse and swear?

Life is never without choice. I’ve so far made about 2 big wrong choices in life. One happened when I was much younger and it indeed shaped a great deal of my alternative path. Another happened when I chose to hang out with certain type of people who would never in my league of friends in the first place.

Till now, in fact very recently, there are people who see me as a swinging bachelorette having fun and living my life. Lol. Living my life, yes, I make this a very conscious choice 🙂 My Life 🙂 not in accordance to what others dictate of me. My choices 🙂 not with reference to any other’s likes and dislikes.

I’m very selfish in this area. I’m still not prepared to surrender this part of freedom I have in my life. Where liberty is finally given, I cherish it deep-deep 🙂

Cheap cheap Bra-top from Uniqlo :)

I absolutely love Uniqlo’s bra-tops! Call me lazy, I like such. Haha. So easy to wear and take off. Hope to find more of these cheap stuffs. Cheap but good. Of coz I do like to indulge in other types of innerwear, of one I love the most, the corset. I love the fact it does help to shape ur body, and helps in better posture. I hope to improve on my body posture.

Heehee, I look quite fat with this photo now. Feels so happy 🙂 I want to put on more healthy fats. At the right area 🙂 I’m very thankful that now I have a happy environment and this certainly helps me alot. Though I can be tired with endless activities, the moods are so much better these days. I feel thrilled that things are coming back together once more in picture perfect. It’s been such a long wait. That I almost lost my real self. I guess, now, I’m also growing and new things and mindsets have appeared in my life…this is so healthy and not clouded. I wish I have all these sooner. But I guess, God has His own timing. And this timing seems to be the best for me? Sometimes I still wonder…well, that’s normal right? How can you just not question certain things in life? We are thinking people. And I hate not to think. If I’m not thinking, I’m not living. That’s bad for me.

I realise, that I may be much better in research. I am still very keen on achieving my dreams. Just that if God permits, time will be in place for me. I believe in living out my dreams. Not just to be in my dreams. But then, my dreams do change…hahaha…that’s interesting to me. I welcome changes. Adapting to new culture perhaps. Adapting to new customs perhaps. But values and beliefs won’t differ much. Regardless.

My skinny leggings. From New Look.

Do I look good? Surprisingly, I think I prefer such skinnies as compared to the jeans type. I can’t fit into the latter for goodness sake! I’m FAT hahaha!

All from Zara :)

I like Zara more than Mango. Maybe I should really go to Spain. Get more of Zara there. Or perhaps I should go to UK, and get more of Primark, New Look there. But then, I prefer to be there for the sights and air…not shopping. Of coz, Paris will be good for shopping hahaha…and museums. I have been wanting to go for Art Museum and more Art museums…I want to swim in the works of Monet and Van Gogh…whenever I see the art pieces, my spirits get lifted 🙂 It’s just like how music pieces are to me. Melodious….

At the back of my mind, I really hope to have a grand piano. When I saw it in one of the houses, i thought it’s good to have one. Piano, violin, flute…saxophone…

But then, I’m lazy. Lol. I’m thinking of Champs Elysees now. Wondering what happened to me back then. I hope to make a trip there again, soon?

Whatever… 🙂 I really cherish these moments now. Hope they are lasting though…It seems as if things are finally in place now, proper order 🙂 systems 🙂 hahaha. Who knows? 🙂 Wonderful things do appear ahead, and sometimes, you just have to say Goodbye and put things to a stop. I’m happy that my life is different 🙂

Thank God for all His blessings 🙂

Flowy dress from Haberdasher

Got this at a sale. As usual, I don’t really fancy putting in lots of money into a dress, unless the quality is real fantastic…or it’s Made in Japan, bought in Japan. Japan has many goods made from other countries too, but they definitely have the best goods for themselves. And yes, the price is real high. But I like their quality.

I’m waiting for a bag to fly in 🙂 So exciting! I know I will love this bag LOTS. It may not be the usual me. But I know, that’s still me neverthelessly. I’ve never really lost track of myself. Perhaps, every week, I actually have clearer picture of myself, my likes and dislikes, my wants and needs, my desires, my dreams…my focus.

Maybe that’s my strength. I don’t think too much of it. As according to what God provides for me. He provides alot.

I’m happy. I really hope to see more flowers around. May the sun keeps shining…and the stars keep twinkling 🙂

Bargain top from Uniqlo

When the days are cold here, I like layering. When the days are hot here, I still like layering, though that would have to be done with nice tanks and vests. I just like layering. Maybe I need to uproot myself from here.

Is this my sleepwear? Haha. No. But I would be getting my happy loungewear soon! For years I’ve been leading a stifled life, no freedom of speech and likes and dislikes. Now, it’s entirely left to my own devices. Yes! Hip hip hurray 😀 This is the liberation I’ve desired so much. Maybe that’s why people all over the world would fight for liberation. Yes, for the betterment 🙂

I look forward to having people in my kawaii nest. Great friends and loved ones. Perhaps even friends from afar…? I look forward to having it the way I want, the exact style I love…ahem* I have a number of styles… Which one? The quirky one 🙂

I love quirky style. Things that look prim and proper are just plain Jane to me. Boring. Duh. Maybe I hv too much of P&P, just go according to tradition, abide by such and such customs…blah blah blah. Yada- yada, those weren’t my customs.

On a heavier note. I heard a piece of sad news. I do feel sad that she had just left the world. Though we wouldn’t have been related in any way, the years I’ve seen her…it does amount to something in my heart…When was the last i saw her? I remembered I still ferried her to her house last year. Last CNY.

A pity that these days, boundless seas of people who have evil hearts with evil hidden agendas. I can see that so clearly. I can even make accurate predictions, hahaha. Maybe I’m psychic 😀 What I’ve revealed is the truth. The truth may be hard to accept, but yeah, it’s the truth. Unfortunately, I usually see ostriches around, sticking their heads into the sand, saying, I don’t know, it’s not me, not my problem blah blah blah…Kudos to those who love to utter this. How would you not know someone in and out, who has been with you for more than 3 decades? It’s just the ostrich act. Or perhaps, these people are really stupid, low in IQ? Case of the bad genes again :X

When you are afraid to lose, you have everything to lose. When you aren’t bothered about winning, you have nothing to lose. When you just want to win, you lose yourself.

What has happened to you? When you were younger, age 5? When you were in sec, age 13? When you were in tertiary, age 17? Did you view life from a myopic angle? Did you bear resentment towards things that happened to you? Did you really have friends who really love you? Have you really been loved? Or have you always been forcing, hurrying and jumping on love?

For me, life is beautiful…maybe I don’t understand many others, I have had plenty of happy times and now, my times are back to happiness once again 🙂

When some thought I would be unhappy… When some thought I would be mad… When some thought I wouldn’t step out… When some thought I would be upset… While all these while, I have been paving my way back to my happiness… 🙂 🙂 🙂

Drape cardi from New Look

I love New Look’s casual clothings. But I think, the ones in UK and Scotland have better stuffs as compared. Well, what to do, unless I fly there…I miss Scotland’s serenity and perhaps in a few years from now, who knows?

I really thank God for the people He places in my life. I’m delighted…and the thought of my possible venture makes me happy too. I’ll do what I’m blessed with. That talent. That gift.

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