I believe that our states of mind and heart affect our health. I am not without any stress in life. Truly, I’m a normal human being. Maybe the only thing I am not interested is in competing for various pursuits in life. Somehow, this made me the oddball. But do I care? I don’t. Because I live my life not based on people’s expectations of me. Hence, I may really do something so suddenly that people may not even realise that I have been planning for it all along. Because they are too embroiled in their pursuits of life, and they think that everyone has and should have similar pursuits. Well, I guess not. At least not for me, and some of my close friends.
I am not interested in many things. But I am interested in many other things. What does this mean? I really get bored very easily. Yes, very easily. Just that my looks are deceiving. I look like one who will not get bored of the same thing everyday. Or maybe, I just like mental stimulation. A good conversation does the trick.
我不想谈情说爱, 但是我喜欢浪漫. 哈哈！很难，不对吗？我不想，也不喜欢被绑住。失去自由，我绝不要！
Sigh. Seriously, I rather I look less like a Japanese. Sales spoke to me in broken Japanese, people on the streets helped me with directions in Japanese…I am rather wary of people when they treat me like a Japanese. Because the Japanese I know are very nice and beautiful people. And the problem is: Many people are harsh and unkind. I know that people don’t like to hear this, because if they are the guilty ones, they definitely dislike such truths. I tend to worry about the Japanese counterparts. Because they are so much kinder, I think they are being bullied easily. But well, I still love their good nature, and their strive to be one with a good heart. And…I really find them very…lovely!!!!! Hence, I feel so much at home with them, everything. Well, I know every culture has its own black sheep. Nah, this doesn’t prevent me from having special affections for the Japanese I know.
I don’t want to be just part of the mundanity of life. I don’t want to be slave to anyone or anything. When I sit down, and have a cup of tea, I look around and I wish, that I am at that cottage, with the big green field and the horses and sheep nearby. Oh…and the little stream that flows along the stretch…how poetic the day will be…😊😊😊
Why do i see people rushing here and there? Why does this world move in such a fast pace? Why can’t we take things slowly, breathe and appreciate? Why must there be so many criticisms from mankind on this and that? Why are people so discontented and unhappy?……
Such stuffs bring us closer to one another. Closer, so much closer that we can have 5 romantic relationships concurrently…am I exaggerating? Will someone ask me Heylo, what’s your sample size?…With the technological advancements, I realise I prefer the human touch. Face it up, look at me in the eye…hahaha…but well, the person must be pleasing to my eyes…not any Tom, Dick or Harry will do…It’s really the truth. Maybe I should really look out for one like my JC bestie who looks like Captain America…who cares about the heart, as long as the look satisfies my eyes???…
LOL all these influences from my dear friend. She’s really funny. But I guess she’s being enlightened since two decades ago. I should have heeded her advice 😍😍😍 Maybe in the past, I thought that good looks were the norm, since my JC bestie was really an eye candy. And silly me just didn’t realise that good looks were definitely not the norm. But then…I do still meet people who are not the norm. So I also don’t know whether good looks are the norm…after all?
Maybe to me, one needs to have the following: sharp features, cheerful eyes (can be small!), lovely smile…Hahaha…but these days how do people ascertain whether the person right in front of you is real and genetically blessed-with-good-looks…??? I am BIG on genes…I think, it’s very very important. Very important. Extremely important.
Words from an android: Being overtly emotional may serve as a stumbling block, whereas being overtly heartless may create misunderstandings.