Blue lace tank from Uniqlo

Looking at the sky with sadness in my heart
The clouds went floating by
The plane went flying past
Time never waits for anyone

Looking at the sea…
Looking at the field…
Looking at the roads…

Words beyond comprehension
Acts without sustainment
Too baffled for words
Too lost for empathy

Time flies and memories are nothing but gifts from the past

I thank God for all the experiences He has given me. I may not fully understand and see the picture, but I believe in being led by the Lord. I have my flaws too, and I thank God for being so patient with me. I see the angels He has sent, and I can't help but thanking and praising God and His angels daily. The goodness shown I'll never forget. And coz of God, I know love. I don't care what others think, and I can't be bothered about them. People with negative outlook in life will always have something negative to say about the others. Yes, I belong to those staunch 'Hear no evil See no evil' advocators. I still remembered my senior used to tell me abt this. He told me not to let unnecessary thoughts tarnish my heart and soul. There were 2 camps divided with regards to what he said. At that time, I begged to differ. Almost 2 decades now, I've evolved to comprehend the geist of his advice. I thank God for him and his family doing the service for God. There
are many wonderful people around, and they are real and true. Thank God for all of them ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ™‚

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Dress from Mango (looks like a tree!)

The feel of the wind
Brushing against my hair
Am I in a rush

The touch of the grass
Brushing against my feet
Am I in a rush

Where is this place?
Why can't I see?
Who else are here?
………

Hardly wear this dress since I bought it 2 years ago. Keeps thinking I look like a tree if I don it on, with the patterns of the branches and the leaves LOL and I feel as if I'm one of the casts for Midsummer Night's Dream hahaha. I remembered I watched quite a number of stuff related to this written by Shakespeare. I watched a ballet, a play and a movie on this. Hahaha. But it's not my favourite play from Shakespeare. I remembered I read plenty of Shakespeare's works when I was in elementary school. I was thrilled when I scored a distinction for my Literature and proved my teacher that she was wrong in faulting me for the way I presented my points. She was not opened to the different styles of writing, and only accepted her small worldview of how points could be presented. I debated with her over this. Well, interestingly, she's just too insistent in holding on to her screwed view. Luckily I am one with my own mind and thus I didn't follow her as
according to what she thought that the writing should be. If I had, it would be the blind leading the blind. If I were to do my As all over again, I would insist on Physics and Literature. So wasted.

Heard a piece of sad news from my friend. I pray that her mother's condition will not deteriorate. My friend is worried, and I fully understand how she feels for her loved one. I have also been thinking about this for some time. I can only pray to God and trust that all are in God's timing. 'Be still and know that I am God'. This phrase from the Bible serves as an important reminder to me. I tend to fidget, move, do something etc…it's hard to be still, unless you are sleeping…But my mind is so active.

On a happier note…today, someone asked me whether I am a Japanese. Don't know it's fortunately or unfortunately, but I'm not a Japanese. I don't know, but maybe I have blood ties with the Japanese since some of my ancestors were Manchurians and I am not totally a Han Chinese.

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Pretty!

I love this pretty hairclip. Fell in love at first sight, haha! They came in 3 sizes: Big, Medium, Small. I took the medium one, as I preferred something moderate, not outrageously outstanding. They also had the hairpieces in different traditional floral patterns. I got it from Claire's. They sell earrings imported from both China and Korea. The ones from Korea are better, not plastic feel. But I didn't buy any earrings from them this time. This hairpiece reminded me of my happy primary school days. I still remembered I had long pleated hairdo and I loved all the hair accessories. I remembered I had a yellow fluffy one, just like the Chinese traditional dancers. And I had a hairpiece that was shaped like a Romania hat…in white and blue. So nice and yup, now that I recalled, so pretty! ๐Ÿ™‚

Something happened today, and I am happy. Feeling very thankful at the same time too, really indeed for all God's grace and love. I'll never forget this feeling I have now, the feeling of thankfulness. God is here, and He is real to me. As in the bible, Be still and know that I am God. Yes, God is indeed here. What my friend said is so true. I am also thankful to her for always reminding me of God's greatness in life. I thank God for her, and I thank God for sending her to bring me God's words. Praise the Lord ๐Ÿ™‚ Hallelujah!

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Beige corporate shift dress from a shop called Loft

Smell the flowers and feel the air
Turn around and enjoy the breeze
The nature works the best

Flowy manes horses gallop
The long road ahead
It's a sunshining day

The artists busked under the sun
Capturing the moments of time
The farmers thrived under the sun
Harvesting the fruits of their labour

What is without pain?
What do we think we have gained?
The rain came pouring
The sun's still shining brightly
That's the strength of this earth

Bought this piece quite a few yrs ago. But didn't really feel comfortable wearing it as I felt that it's too corporate. Being in such attire makes me feel distant from people. I don't like to be distant. I always like to connect with people. But of coz over the yrs, I learnt that, you just won't get to connect with all people you meet. People are from all walks of life. It's the likeness who meet and connect. I always hold much in awe of the old English idiomatic phrases. 'Birds of a feather flock together' is one that I heed all along, and now I truly get the gist of it. There's a similar Chinese saying for this, ่ฟ‘ๆœฑ่€…่ตค ่ฟ‘ๅขจ่€…้ป‘. For those who don't hold similar values and beliefs, I do away without them. Perhaps their values and beliefs are right, mine is wrong…whatever. It's my conscience and God that I answer to. They can think theirs are fine and fantastic for all they want. I'm happy for them, as long as they are happy and convinced
that their values and beliefs will bring happiness to them. It's a choice that we make. The options are given and the chances are given. The counsel was given. It's a matter of choice to remain as Alice in the wonderland. As for me, the sun still remains shining and God is always here ๐Ÿ™‚

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Mango Day

Listen to the birds chirping away
Lifting up my spirits today
Hold the nature close to my heart
See the white clouds in the sky

The mountains and the trees
The lovely streams that flow
Flowers that bloom
The sweet smell of nature

Decided to go on a Mango day. The dress is kinda flowy and so at times can perform a Marilyn Monroe. Love dancing all along. I really love the Chinese moves, and of coz the mixed Oriental fusion ones that my friend used to choreograph. Whenever I thought of that, the days of ็บขๆฅผๆขฆ came back to my mind. Those days of dance were fun, though I had to stop coz of some sudden sickness. We would study late into the night, and climb the gates in a pack. That's such a thrill in the past. We organized haunted mansions games…those were the days! The groups were scattered, but I was glad to be with each of the groups and they were nice people in fact. Just that I didn't understand why the groups had petty quarrels among themselves. I would hear them speaking bad things abt others and to say the truth, I didn't agree with their viewpoints, coz I knew the members of the other groups too. Well, I would never understand such people, just like I would never
understand why people can be rude, selfish, negative, gossipy etc…anyway, like what a friend said, if I understood them, I would have become like them. How true ๐Ÿ™‚ So I'm thankful to God for allowing the ME in me to remain. I still remember, a friend used to tell me, that I'm a simple gal…Well, my focus is very clear and this is what matters to me.

๐Ÿ™‚

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A casual jeans day

Feel the silence
Feel the beat
Feel the melody
Feel the peace

The tunes struck chord in my heart
Melodies of the music box
Tunes I heard not from my distant past
My heart lies within
I saw it when I was young
I heard it when I was young
I held it when I was young
And that was real young
How could I have forgotten it?
It's so much a part of me
Now I feel as if i'm touching it
Embracing it into my arms
My love of tunes…….

I love this casual jeans outfit. No frills, no need to think too hard. Just don on it and that's it. These days I can't be too bothered abt what people say. They will always have something to say abt anything. Negative people will forever be negative in life coz they are seriously unhappy within themselves and hence wanna spread their unhappiness. Just let them be. I just take it that they are some kind of crazy stray dog barking away. What YZ said was damn true. I'm glad that I took this piece of advice seriously in my life.

I miss the snow. The whiteness and purity and the kindheartedness shown. If only we see more of such over here…
The winter brought warmth to my heart and soul.
The summer here contains pretty much the coldness of the passing souls. Surprising? Nope, I am not. It's not the weather. It's the hearts that matter ๐Ÿ™‚

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Blue/white stripes Blouse from Fox

Music Box

The box I used to have……
Mahogany in color, with the ballerina in her pink dress
The music that was played……
I saw her cousins in Otaru
I wanted to bring my memory back
But it was hard…
They were so distant
I was just five, I love music since
And music box was my first love……

A colleague told me I looked nicer and professional in such attire. Hmmm…I'm not one who likes professional suits and such. Anyway, I like the baby blue of this top, and it is a blouse I love lots ๐Ÿ™‚

Suddenly I find myself trapped in the memory of the old historical village. I fully enjoyed the time spent that day, and how the helpfulness of people warmed my heart……if only I could just be lost in time……if only time stops……

Hearing the music tones, there are some sadness in my heart. The winter snow surprisingly brought me much clarity and focus. Perhaps winter is harsh…but I love the walk lots. And now my heart is crying again…the whiteness of the snow…purity…

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Retro dress combi with Mango cardi

Apples and oranges
Grapes and strawberries
Some taste nice as juices
Some taste better as the fruits themselves

Aloe vera and durian
Cranberry and coconut
Some are good for your health
Some do wonders to your skin

I am thankful that God creates such wonderful fruits in this world.
And I thank Him for the farmers who toil under the blazing sun.

This retro dress was bought some time ago. Can't rem when, most prob 2yrs ago? I got it in this color coz the passionfruit color was sold out. Actually, I really don't think this color suits me well. But people told me it looked nice on me. So I wonder, why is it that I don't really think so? Perhaps I don't like this color combi. I like green and yellow, but somehow the green and yellow on this dress look weird to me. Do I regret buying it? Initially I did, slightly. So I tried to avoid wearing it. But then I felt sad for it, and decided to wear it. I thought to myself, it's my decision to buy this dress, so if I don't give it away, I better wear it. Hmmm……weird right? I just have so much mixed feelings even to a piece of dress. LOL silly me ๐Ÿ™‚

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Uniqlo cap and Purple top

See the sun, clouds and the birds
Watch the sea, waves and the kids
Love the land, grass and the herds

………………………………

What type of look does this cap from Uniqlo provided for me?

Hmmm……xiao hun hun LOL

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