Mango and Orange

Isn't it interesting that our brands these days are piggying on nice fruits and veggie names?

We have: Mango, Orange, Pumpkin, Lemon…hmmm…cool.

It's so exciting. And looking forward. I should be more like my friend. He just keeps planning ahead to keep himself going. Isn't this the way to live your life? What's the point of worrying so much and thinking too much? One may not get to see it anyway. So let's eat, drink and be merry. Funny thing is, i've been doing that for the past one year. And that alone…i've eaten more food than i ever did for my decade combined. How tortured my life was earlier on. I shrugged when i thought of those days. I was being told not to be myself. I was being told to give all my stuffs and money to him. What a cult group leader he was.

I dislike manipulative people. Friends or not, this doesn't matter, though i have a higher tolerance for friends.

Ok, i gotta do my plannings again. I love my sleep!

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My dream!

Woke up this morning from a dream. Had i not woken up then, i would still be in 北海道. I dreamt that i went there on impulse, not planned. I flew there, without even seeing that i didn't have many days to be there, that i could only manage a 2 days trip there, and i was just wasting my flight. I flew there, just simply because of my heart. My heart yearning for the place. The cries of my heart. The torment of my soul. Never have i felt it all so clearly, except this dream, pulled me to my closest and deepest longing. How could i have just let go???

I know…if i love, i will do it just on the spur of moment, on impulse, because i wouldn't even care about the consequences. I'm the type who will go all out to face the war and be with my love. I am a warrior. I won't leave it to chance. And usually, true enough as what a friend said…we'll always get what we want.

For the moment…what do i want?

I listen to my soul, and it's crying out loud for this…

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Casual dress from Cotton On

Some people are just idiots in reality. It's their life, not mine. They are free to allow anyone to leech on them. Pathetic thing about such being is that they actually have to buy love using money. That's very interesting, just short of prostituting herself…to which i would say, even if she does, i doubt she'll hv much.business…coz no boobs and no looks, ultimate disaster. As for the man who leeches on her, kudos to him for finding this stupid prey. He's definitely clever. Clever enough to dump all the predecessors because they either aren't as stupid as the current to offer money or they don't have. She's not the first anyway. He's used to even leeching on his ex-es siblings for such. Well, i really look down-down on him. Using such tactics, one day he would even decide to marry into a rich woman's family. Such a shame. I'm totally appalled.

I like man being man. Manly. Not a wimp. Not a snag. A man who's dynamic and takes control and responsibilities. One who has the wisdom and foresight. Lol, will i meet such a man? Well, at least i know, i won't end up prostituting myself and buying love. I feel sad for her actually…she must hv a lack of real people who really love her. Since young. And yet she still doesn't see it. And the kind of trivial things she can think about…are indeed alarming. Well…at least for her, true love is built on a foundation of money….one thing she forgets or chooses to…she'll never be able to be the one he so desires…totally fake…insecurity will always be there because she's never the type…for men who dont mind flirting with her, that's coz she's an easy receipe to bed with. Isn't that what her ex thought so too? Well…well…tsk…tsk…

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I am a happy girl Tee

I like the shoutout line on my tee. And the little girl. Love at first sight. Because it's truly me.

I notice that there are plenty of warp people around, who just enjoy hearing bad news of others. In other words, they thrive on the unhappiness of others. Sickening and warp, from what i see. They just don't like it, when you are happy. They have no notion of the happiness one experiences. And hence they don't see the need why you should experience that part of what they lacked. If one probes deeper, it's the childhood they cannot come to terms with. Some people grow up being despised since young. Some grow up not being giving a chance to excel. They feel bitterness about what had happened to them. They felt powerless they could not do anything about their circumstances. They didn't do much to help themselves since…retreated to their.innerself and became highly selfish and self-centred. They thought that by doing so, they are protecting themselves from further hurts and disappointments. That's where the problem remains and become deeply rooted.

And for that, forever they are doomed for a lifetime of unhappiness. Unfortunately but very true. No matter how much they deny this, a fact is a fact.

Though my childhood is not perfect, i have had a happy one. I am a happy one here because of my happy childhood. That's why i am unable to understand the mindset of some who remain as an unhappy child. For some while, i really thought i lost my screws (^_^)

Lol.

Fantasy will become a reality for me, because i love my dreams too much.

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Peach cardigan with Cotton On dress

I am an odd one here. I don't like it when people call me 美女. Especially guys. I dislike it absolutely. While they think that's a compliment, it's a big turn-off to me. I am very sure, intelligent witty conversation is more sexually stimulating than the superficial kind that's built on outlooks and money. I know i have an adverse distaste for people who hanker after appearance and money. Too superficial. Too lower order…whereas the man who's dynamic and has the drive is a magnet…i.dislike wimps and slackers. They only promote irresponsible breeding grounds for future species. People who are dynamic…well…hmm…they are just so attractive!

Had a hearty breakfast in the morning, only to be irritated by a woman sitting beside my table who had been complaining to her male counterpart about work, departments, parents and siblings. Wow, that's interesting, seems that her life's pretty tough right? Well i beg to differ. Keep complaining for what?! Do some action, concrete ones and not empty threats. Perhaps some people just like to hear something bad about your life. When you are happy and fine, they don't seem to want to know. I am very confused here. Isnt it better for us to hear good and positive stuffs than negative ones?

Will never want to be with such people. Perpetual dark clouds hovering above them. I still prefer sunflowers (^_^)

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In casual tee

I've always liked London bus. Be it cabs or tube, i am mesmerized with transportations in the UK. Most prob due to the designs. I love antique stuffs. I belong to the old school. To say the truth, i love those black big framed specs. So antique!

Went to town. Not really town, and i havent been to this place for almost a year. Bugis. And strangest thing…near the Prince cinema area, i thought i saw him!?! What the heck, am i really so poor in recognising people? Maybe my eyes have failed me.

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Zara tunic on its own!

I really like the feel of such tunics. So carefree and light and hippie! f(^_^; to me this is a very no-frill kind of dress style. I'll be happy to wear more of such tunics.

Came across a set of writings i made 5 years ago. Utter piece of crap and rubbish as usual, not with regards to my writings, but abt main lead in those pieces. A most laughable thing is i stumbled upon a piece of coded writing several years ago and it took me just a mere 15mins to get it decoded. Was that a challenge, initially it was…or so for the first 5mins, thereafter decoding, it's worse coz the contents were rather boring. I thought i was reading some wimpy gal's stuff. It was an amazement for me…that piece of reading. Anyway, i've read a few pieces up till date, didn't see much changes in such a persona. Secretly, i'm laughing and scorning. I don't usually laugh at someone else's issues in life. But i can't help it, when someone actually seems to exhibit more of the other chromosomes. Ok, packing is real fun. Coz i stumbled onto other's silly self. Great historical journey. In the past whining and small-hearted…and not changing much now…

I'm really becoming a giraffe…with this process.

Sleeping hungry giraffe….f(^_^)

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Hidden oversized dress from Mango

I love this baby blue piece lots. But then, i made the stupidest mistake! Ok, not that appropriate to say this is my stupidest mistake, since i'm fully aware of what's indeed and really my stupidest mistake in life O_o Anyway, my eyes and mind lost communication on that day. It didnt occur to me that the Euro L is super large for me. I looked at the cut and design, i am not convinced that the alteration would be as nice as the original XS. Hence i dropped the idea, and made do with what i could. As usual. But at least, this is just a piece of dress.

I realised something…i looked so ugly… why did i hv such a weird look? Sigh. Boohoohoo!… what can i do??? Now i'm confused…i don't know whether rounder or sharper features attract me. I don't know what i like or don't like now. Just so lost suddenly. Today. Why isn't love just as simple as it is? Just like the 'One litre of tears'. The guy's so…great!…well…a pity that these days people got together for reasons such as mutual or self benefits. Isn't love the simplest and greatest of all? I hate to think abt complicated stuffs. I'm just a very simple person. Well, to each his own. I don't chase for anything, except that i've an undying thirst for knowledge. It's so great to learn. In every day of our lives. God's simply wonderful. He makes sure i learn. And yes, i do. How can i not, when times and again, it's so obvious???

But sometimes i run away. I really have a problem with this. He blesses me with the gift of sight yet i choose to run away each time. Isn't that super strange of me? I'm an oddball here lol.

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Vest on its own…apart from its tank

Will the state of being happy last? I don't know. I'm just one unique individual, there isn't many things in life that i'm unhappy about. And the strange thing is…what i'm excited about, isn't what many would be….or rather…my like-minded friends do feel the same excitement as me… (^_^)

When the day is hot, super duper hot, i like wearing tanks. Lately, i've taken a liking to a color. It's not my usual color. And of coz, i wouldn't use that for my house…i just like it on my clothes…it's a nice color…signifies a vibrant energetic self. Ok, i'm happy…coz i still dislike plain black and dark grey clothes. And i can never take maroon colored tones either. Nice for the house but horrible on self.

I'm getting fatter. Oh dear! But i love food absolutely.

It's exciting…at least to me (^_^)

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