Thousands of decisions we make in life. This is not an easy feat for people who hold a serious view of their life. We know of people who are indecisive. We know of people who make lousy decisions. We know of people who are avoid making decision. We know of people who are decisive.
My friend is right. We are just not interested in competition. We aren’t the competitive sort. As such, how would we have 私心??? People who are like us, most likely place our emphasis and priorities on our loved ones. We may or may not be simple-minded. But we know where our heart lies. Our eyes do not wander for glitters of gold and specks of silver. Our heart does not flutter upon the lure of tempting sights. Is this considered as simple-minded?
All I know is, empty vessels make the most noise. Is there a need for a shout out? We don’t understand these people. And of course, I have never wanted these people to understand me either. My frame of mind, my heart, my loves, my emotions, my desires……these are too personal to me.
Yes, I still have dreams. Some dreams can be a reality, while some are just better left as dreams. It’s important that we know how to differentiate and not be delusional in our pursuits. Some people can’t, and they end up crossing the line. Some people don’t, and they end up testing the ground. For both groups, perhaps they aren’t attuned to the needs of themselves and their loved ones. Or perhaps they care more deeply about themselves than anyone around them. I can’t imagine, how much joy and life they have been missing out on. Joys that you share based on sincere happiness. Life that you share based on precious moments.
As what I have always mentioned, we can’t always expect to receive and yet not give. And time can never be replaced by money. Because I know myself and my priorities, I am willing to set aside my very logical yet emotional self in order to make appropriate decisions. I don’t want to miss any moments, for I wouldn’t be able to predict where I am in the future. Recent news of demise of people around our age group reinforced my convictions. There is a reason why I choose the way it is. And all decisions made were never easy for me, though some I only needed a day or two to sort it out. But knowing myself, I would have already thought about it for thousands of times…yes, that’s how active my brain is.
My priorities. It’s hard to distract me. My mum knows that. And thus she leaves me alone to settle my thoughts.
What cold months we have been having, for both Jan and Feb. It seems to be colder each year. I can even save on my electrical bills for air-conditioning.
I think I am enjoying Healer as much as City Hunter! I like adventures…
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